&&&& ryan collins and i are going to violent femmes sunday

I say dance
I say dance, dance, dance, dance, dance, dance, whohoo...
you're such an ugly motherfucker dance

so this is how it went down

against me kicked asssss: andrew didnt show, chris didnt show, alex didnt show, other andrew didnt show, claire didnt show up, paul did not show up, schroder did not show up

yes emma was alone at the show. but i met other cool people and i guy i have seem at alot of taj shows who could skank like a madman.

against me was so great i have never worked that hard in a pit ... ever. wow

i got home at 1-12.24ish didnt sleep becasue i was too excited. the next day right dead after and exhausted empty day at school i headed off to camp mikell. mikell was beautiful ive really never had such a spiritually moving few days. i had a great family group and they had really decent vegan food. [spinach salad and tomato soup for 3 days!] i feel fat now really.

on the way back i hung out in gainesville with ryan and his cousin ean (pronounced ian or maybe he misspelled it i am not sure) we went to walmart and hackj0rd coke machines

i finished a painting

28 degrees

psychobilly rules

wowwowwowwowwowwowwowwowwowwowwowwowwowwoww

tomorow lillie and i are meeting with dean freer because he has decided to consider revering the schools stance on GSA (gay straight alliance) this means that we could have one up and going in as little as two weeks !!!!!

this is a huge step for the most conservative militant school this side of atlanta.

i have been thrifting alot lately in search of the perfect "janet" or "magenta" outfit for rocky horror. i did find a  red michal jackson billie jean jacket that i have been wearing even to sleep .i love it.

monika took clair and i to rocky horror friday. my cousing andrew showed up and may have been a little drunk. "shes my cousing but i am not exactly sure how we are related." i asked him if he wanted to watch it with us he just said "fruit".

against me sent me an email that i will post later . we are going to have sandwiches together in atlanta!

my birthday is sunday.

madame butterfly was awesome

seriously . i have never been to something like that it was incredible.

unseen and a global threat this weekend probably.

. have been losing sleep over non-objectivism i know kids my age are not supposed to do that.

many-a-things things are falling apart.

...and everybody is so angry or just doesnt care, there is no middleground with 95 percent of people. and i am starting to hate the way i categorize people like this. but it seens my only means of organization. what a cruel and terrible thing.

i started be realize how much i enjoy my senses today on the bus. i sat on the two steps that are near the ground on the front of the bus the whole way home. although it smelled like deisel it was nice rushing along a few inches above he pavement all 35 miles home.

[	problems with easy solutions	|	okay	]
[	tunes	|	theivery corporation	]

people thought chris and i were terrorist photographers yesterday. werd

( take warning )

democracy as demonstrated with two cows

AMERICAN DEMOCRACY: The government promises to give you two cows if you vote for it. After the election, the president is impeached for speculating in cow futures. The press dubs the affair "Cowgate".

BRITISH DEMOCRACY: You have two cows. You feed them sheeps' brains and they go mad. The government doesn't do anything.

BUREAUCRACY: You have two cows. At first the government regulates what you can feed them and when you can milk them. Then it pays you not to milk them. After that it takes both, shoots one, milks the other and pours the milk down the drain. Then it requires you to fill out forms accounting for the missing cows.

( more lovely things of that sort )

[	problems with easy solutions	|	anxious	]
[	tunes	|	cat power - he war	]

ill probably marry cat power*

this week was better. despite this i am being made to go to a shrink and tak edepresision madicine starting tuesday.   Thursday was weezer all that matted was the fact ryan chirstopher collins was there and EL SCHORCHO was played.  rivers was darn hot and we were right next to him when he played accoustic ''island in the sun" in the audience.  we chilled outside on the grass for a while and in his car. there were no stars outside.

he left for chile a few hours later and is gone for the next week. blasted :{[  (sadness with a mustache). miss him

friday was an "out of uniform" i manages to make it out of the uniforn we were wearing on out of uniform day if that makes sense.*

saturday homecoming was nice except for the lack of signifgant other.  i had been pacticing my dancing* which paid off.

* not really